Jun8

SUSAN ANNE REDDING VS. THE AUTHORITIES – WHO IS REALLY READING OUR EMAILS AND KEEPING TRACK OF OUR PHONE CALLS

Posted on June 8, 2013 by anneepple

I READ AN ARTICLE YESTERDAY IN THE WALL STREET JOURNAL CONCERNING OUR PRIVACY AND THE QUESTIONS ABOUT WHETHER “THEY” SHOULD BE READING OUR PRIVATE DOCUMENTS AND EMAILS, LISTENING TO OUR PHONE CONVERSATIONS, ETC. THE ACLU PRESIDENT OF COURSE WAS RIGHT ON IT, “THERE IS NO DOUBT ABOUT IT, OUR CIVIL RIGHTS ARE BEING VIOLATED!”.

LAST NIGHT I SAW OBAMA EXPLAINING WHY IT IS NECESSARY, WHY THE FBI AND OTHERS ARE MONITORING US AND OF COURSE IT —–ALWAYS GOES BACK TO THE FATED “TERRORISM”——THAT IS WHY OUR CIVIL RIGHTS ARE BEING VIOLATED—-TO PROTECT US! THEY ARE DOING US A FAVOR, OF COURSE……

WHAT I WANT TO ADDRESS HERE IS WHO —REALLY—ARE OBAMA AND OTHERS REFERRING TO??

I HAVE NOT HEARD MUCH ABOUT THE FBI IN ALL OF THIS PRESS, SO I BELIEVE THIS IS A DIVERSION TACTIC….THERE ARE OTHERS WHO ARE STOMPIING ON OUR CIVIL LIBERTIES AND INVADING OUR PRIVACY. AFTER ALL THERE ARE 3 BILLION PEOPLE IN THE US AND THE FBI CAN’T BE RESPONSIBLE TO KEEP TRACK OF EVERYONE…..

I BELIEVE MY PERSONAL EXPERIENCES WILL SHED SOME LIGHT ON THIS FACT!!!

MY BROTHER WORKED FOR A VERY LARGE FINANCIAL FIRM IN PHILADELPHIA. HE HAS BEEN WORKING THERE FOR YEARS IN THEIR COMPUTER DIVISION.

SKIP TO THE FACT THAT MY PERSONAL EMAILS, MY PERSONAL WORD DOCUMENTS, AND MY PASSWORD WERE SENT OUR TO HIS ENTIRE CONTACT LIST AND THEN SOME. OF COURSE THERE ARE PSYCHOLOGICAL PROBLEMS FOR WANTING TO DO THIS, BUT HOW WAS THIS DONE, I HAD NO IDEA THIS COULD BE DONE UNTIL A FEW WEEKS AGO!!!

EACH COMPUTER HAS AN ID NUMBER, THE EMAILS AND PASSWORDS THAT ARE CHOSEN, ETC. AND PUT SIMPLY, THERE ARE MILLION AND MILLIONS OF PEOPLE WHO CAN ACCESS EMAILS ACCOUNT, EMAILS SENT ON OTHER AGENCY’S WEBSITES, PASSWORDS, AND WORD DOCUMENTS!!!!

THIS IS HOW PEOPLE LIKE MY BROTHER, THE IRONY OF “BIG BROTHER” IS NOT LOST ON ME, ACCESSED MY ACCOUNTS AND SENT THEM OUT TO AT THIS POINT ITS THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE. I DON’T EVEN HAVE AN IPHONE, BUT EVERYONE DOES, EVERYONE READS THESE EMAILS AND FORWARDS THEM TO SOMEONE RANDOM, SOMEONE THEY KNOW, THE SHEER NUMBER OF PEOPLE WITH MY PERSONAL INFORMATION BLOWS ME AWAY.

MUCH OF THIS RECENTLY WAS INFORMATION I HAVE WRITTEN TO THE FBI ABOUT MY CASE, WHICH THEY ARE INVESTIGATING INVOLVING LOCAL COURTS, HOSPITALS SCHOOL DISTRICT, AGENCIES AND MANY MANY INDIVIDUALS.

I HAVE WRITTEN VERY PERSONAL INFORMATION ON WORD DOCUMENTS, BEING AN ABUSED CHILD AND ADULT, TRYING TO COME TO TERMS WITH IT, TRYING TO GET THE WORDS OUR ON TO PAPER THAT I WAS ACTUALLY ABUSED AS BADLY AS I WAS.

THIS PERSONAL COPYRIGHTED INFORMATION WAS SENT OUT TO EVERYONE, THOUSANDS.

ABOUT NINE YEARS AGO I WROTE A LOT OF EMAILS TO THE GOVERNMENT AND MANY MANY AGENCIES AND PUBLIC OFFICIALS TAKING A STAND AGAINST THE IRAQ WAR AND ALL WARS, THE LACK OF GOVERNEMNT ASSISTANCE FOR KATRINA VICTIMS, 911 AND MANY OTHER.

MY BROTHER ACCESSED MY ACCOUNT, PRINTED OUT THESE EMAILS, AND USED THEM TO CONVINCE DOCTORS AND MANY OTHERS THAT I WAS MENTALLY UNSTABLE, SOMETHING HE HAS SPENT HIS ENTIRE LIFE DOING!!!

HE AND THE REST OF MY FAMILY USED MY PERSONAL INFORMATION TO HAVE ME COMMITTED TO A MENTAL WARD, FOR THE SECOND TIME AND BELIEVE ME I HAD NO IDEA UNTIL ABOUT 8 WEEKS AGO.

THIS IS A PERSON WHO “MERELY” WORKED IN THE COMPUTER DEPT OF A HUGE FINANCIAL FIRM. THIS IS A PERSON WHO LEFT THIS FINANCIAL FIRM 3 WEEKS BEFORE THE CRASH!!!!!! THIS IS A PERSON WHO HAS THE DEVICES OR MACHINERY OR THE NUMBERS TO ——H-A-C-K ——-INTO MY COMPUTER AND ACCESS MY PERSONAL INFO AND USE IT AGAINST ME.

IN MY CASE IT CAME WITHIN INCHES OF KILLING ME BECAUSE I WAS ACTUALLY HAVING A HORRIFIC REACTION TO THE DRUG PREDNISONE, BUT I WAS PUT IN A MENTAL WARD INSTEAD WITH NO INTRAVENOUS FLUIDS, NO MEDICAL CARE, NO MEETINGS WITH SPECIALISTS FOR THE DAMAGE TO MY ESOPHAGUS—————

——-ALL BECAUSE MY BROTHER USED EMAILS AND OTHER WRITINGS THAT I HAD WRITTEN OVER 10 YEARS TO HAVE ME COMMITTED!!!————————-

****************MY POINT FOR THE POPULATION OF AMERICA IS THAT I WOULD NOT

WORRY ABOUT THE FBI IF I WERE YOU. THIS IS A DIVERSION TACTIC.

****************I WOULD WORRY ABOUT MY EMPLOYER, MY FAMILY, AQUAINTANCES, THESE ARE THE PEOPLE WHO CAN PERSONALLY ACCESS YOUR PERSONAL INFORMATION, AND EVEN RE-INTERPRET IT IF THEY SO DESIRE!!!!!!! THESE ARE OUR TERM PAPERS, OUR PERSONAL WRITINGS, OUR FINANCES, OUR ARTICLES AND BOOKS WE WANT TO PUBLISH, AND PERSONAL COMMUNICATIONS, ETC. ETC. !!!!

May10

SUSAN ANNE REDDING VS. THE AUTHORITIES – MY NATIVE AMERICAN ROOTS – 4

Posted on May 10, 2013 by anneepple

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SUSAN ANNE REDDING VS. THE AUTHORITIES – MY NATIVE AMERICAN ROOTS – 4

Posted on May 10, 2013 by anneepple

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THERE ARE SECRETS HIDDEN IN THE EARTH THAT BARE THE MARK OF THE ABSOLUTE WORST OF MANKIND. I WANT TO DISCUSS THIS IN DEPTH BECAUSE MY BELIEF IS THAT IT CAN CHANGE EVERYTHING.

THE VIEW THAT HUMANS NUMBERED IN THE THOUSANDS ON ANY OF THE HABITABLE CONTINENTS IS BEYOND WRONG, ITS PART OF THE PROPAGANDA THAT I WAS REFERRING TO WHERE ARCHAEOLOGY IS CONCERNED.

HUMANS HERE IN THE AMERICAS NUMBERED IN THE HUNDREDS OF MILLIONS, AS THEY DO TODAY. IT WAS NO DIFFERENT. THERE WERE NO EMPTY LANDSCAPES OR LARGE BODIES OF LAND. HUMANS MOVED TOWARDS SURVIVAL AND THAT IS THE STORY OF HUMAN HISTORY ON EARTH. IT DID NOT TAKE MUCH TIME FOR THEM TO REALIZE THAT THERE WAS NOT ENOUGH IN THE MIDDLE EAST, TO EUROPE AND ASIA AND THE REST OF THE EARTH, INCLUDING OF COURSE NORTH AMERICA.

HUNDREDS OF MILLIONS OF AMERICAN INDIANS LIVED HERE, IT IS HARD TO PICTURE SINCE WE ARE PROGRAMMED TO BELIEVE THAT THERE WERE A HANDFUL OF TRIBES WITH NOT MANY MEMBERS OF THOSE TRIBES. THIS FALLACY, OF COURSE, FURTHERS THE WILL OF THOSE WHO TOOK OVER NORTH AMERICA, THE EUROPEANS IN THE LATER CENTURIES.

FROM THE TIME OF LIEF ERICSON AND OTHERS LIKE HIM EVERY TRIBE, KINGDOM ETC BELIEVED THAT N. AMERICA WAS FREE AND THERE WAS A FREE FOR ALL CAUSING OTHER PEOPLES TO SEND DISPICABLE HUMANS TO KILL THOSE WHO WERE HERE, THE AMERICAN INDIANS. THE SAME THING HAPPENED TO IRELAND AND OTHER LANDS.

ABORIGINAL PEOPLES ARE KNOWN TO BE THE MOST PEACEFUL ON EARTH. THEY DID NOT DEVELOP WEAPONS, SURVIVED ON ONLY WHAT THEY NEEDED, WERE NOMADS OFTEN BECAUSE THEIR INSTINCT WAS TO TAKE THEIR WOMEN AND CHILDREN OUT OF DANGER RATHER THAN WAR. LACROSSE, A POPULAR SPORT HERE WAS ORIGINALLY DEVELOPED BY THE AMERICAN INDIANS AS A WAY TO SETTLE DISAGREEMENTS AND HAMMER OUT CONFLICTS. WHEN I WAS 9 FOR SOME REASON I DID A PROJECT ON NATIVE AMERICANS AND DISCOVERED THAT THEY DID NOT WAR, THEY SERIOUSLY SPORTED.

THIS BEING SAID THEY WERE EASY TO TAKE ON, ANY AND ALL COUNTRIES TOOK THEM OVER WITH THEIR GUNPOWDER GUNS AND CANNONS AND HAND TO HAND COMBAT, THINGS NEVER SEEN OR USED BY NATIVE AMERICANS. UNFORTUNATELY, THEY DID NOT JUST TAKE THEM OVER, THEY FELT THE NEED TO COMPLETELY DECIMATE ENTIRE POPULATIONS OF AMERICAN INDIANS.

MASS EXTINCTION IT WAS, AS AMERICANS CRY AT THE EXTINCTION OF A WHALE OR A WOLF, THEIR ANCESTORS OBLITERATED THOSE NATIVE TO THESE LANDS TO EXTINCTION. WHAT HAPPENED TO HUNDREDS OF MILLIONS OF PEOPLES AFTER 1600 WHEN THE POPULATION DROPPED RAPIDLY? THEY WERE EXTINGUISHED BY OTHER NATIONS JUST LIKE HITLER, JUST LIKE STALIN IN REALITY FAR WORSE, BECAUSE THIS WAS NOT 10 YEARS OF A PEOPLE’S HISTORY THIS WAS HUNDREDS AND HUNDREDS OF YEARS.

AMERICAN INDIANS, WITH THEIR PEACEFUL WAYS AND KIND NATURE WERE LOW ON THE FOOD CHAIN OF HUMANS, AND TO AMERICA EVERY GREEDY CIVILIZATION AND TRIBE CAME AND STOLE AND KILLED. MILLIONS AND MILLIONS OF PEOPLE.

ALTHOUGH WE MAY THINK OF THIS AS THE PAST, IT MOST CERTAINLY IS NOT. I KNOW THAT THE AMERICAN INDIANS THEMSELVES DO NOT EVEN KNOW THE HORROR THAT WAS PLACED UPON THEIR ANCESTORS. HOW COULD THEY IT’S NOT WRITTEN ANYWHERE?

BACK TO THE PRESENT….

I HAVE BEEN IN VARIOUS AREAS IN THE PAST 10 YEARS WORKING, EXPLORING PHOTOGRAPHING AND PAINTING, ETC.

I WAS IN ONE AREA ON A NUMBER OF OCCASIONS. IT’S A WEALTHY AREA, AND THE BUILDINGS AROUND ARE NEW. THE BUILDINGS THEMSELVES ARE SURROUNDED BY AN UNUSUALLY LARGE AMOUNT OF GROUND. THERE WAS ONE FACT THAT REALLY STRUCK MY CURIOSITY.

THERE WERE MANY PEOPLE IN THIS AREA WHO ARE SICK. I AM TALKING A VARIETY OF ILLNESSES THE WORST YOU CAN IMAGINE, EVERY ONE THAT HAS BEEN DISCUSSED IN NEWSPAPERS AND DR. OFFICES, SOME EVEN FATAL.

I HAVE OFTEN WONDERED ABOUT CANCER AND TUMORS AND AUTISM, SICKNESSES THAT ARE SO PREVALENT TODAY, I WONDER, WERE THEY AS PREVALENT IN THE PAST, DO THEY OCCUR NATURALLY OR ARE THEY CAUSED BY POLLUTION, FOODS, NUCLEAR ENERGY, CAR EMISSIONS, ETC.

I HAVE READ BOOKS, BOTH FICTION AND NON THAT STATE THAT YES, THESE SICKNESSES HAVE OCCURRED IN THE PAST, BEFORE THE INDUSTRIAL REVOLUTION, EVEN IN MORE DEVELOPED AREAS THAT WERE MORE MEDICALLY KNOWLEDGABLE, CLEAN, ETC. I HAVE READ OF ARSENIC OCCURRING NATURALLY IN SPRING WATER, KILLING ALL THE VILLAGERS, OF COURSE, ETC. wHAT MAKES THIS HAPPEN?

CANCER AND TUMORS HAVE BEEN AROUND FOREVER….

MOST CULTURES IN THE WORLD BURY THIER DEAD, THEY DO NOT CREMATE. THIS MEANS THAT HUMANS DO NOT FEAR THE BODY ONCE LIFE HAS GONE FROM IT, AND OBVIOUSLY LIVE HUMANS SPEND A LOT OF TIME BURYING, SEARCHING FOR, STUDYING, BASICALLY JUST NOT BEING THREATENED BY A LIFELESS BODY.

NOT FOR RELIGIOUS REASONS, I MEAN FOR MEDICAL, PRACTICAL REASONS THAT DEAL WITH SAFETY. NO ONE IS AFRAID!

I BEG TO DIFFER. I AM NO SCIENTIST, BUT I CAN PUT TOGETHER VARIOUS EXPERIENCES, INTERVIEWS BOOKS AND FIND A COMMON CAUSE, AND I BELIEVE WE ARE BELIEVING THE CONCLUSIONS THAT HAVE BEEN DRAWN FOR US BY THE RICH, THE DRUG COMPANIES, BUILDERS, THE GOVERNMENT, ETC… AND BOY ARE THEY WRONG.

REMEMBER, MILLIONS AND MILLIONS OF PEOPLE HAVE BEEN BURIED IN NORTH AMERICA, AND MASS GRAVES WOULD HAVE BEEN THE TREATMENT OF PEOPLE WHO WERE MERELY VIEWED AS A HUGE INCONVENIENCE.

THE HUMAN BODY IS THE MOST SOPHISTICATED FORM OF LIFE ON EARTH. WHEN WE ARE ALIVE THERE ARE CONSTANT CHEMICAL REACTIONS THAT KEEP US ALIVE, KEEP OUR BRAIN WORKING, ETC.

WHEN WE DIE THAT ALL STOPS AND GOES IN THE OPPOSITE DIRECTION. THE BODY UNDOES ALL THAT IT HAS DONE WHILE THE BODY WAS ALIVE, CREATING CHEMICAL REACTIONS THAT ARE DEADLY. OVER YEARS AND YEARS THESE CHEMICALS SEEP INTO THE GROUND THE WATER THE PLANTS AND CARRY THESE DEADLY CHEMICALS.FOSSIL FUELS ARE LEAVES AND ANIMALS AND PLANTS THAT HAVE DISINTIGRATED INTO CHEMICALS AND POISONS, FOSSIL FUELS WHICH OIL COMPANIES DIG MILES DOWN INTO THE EARTH AND BRING UP.

THE CHEMICAL REACTION THAT I AM REFERRING TO IS AROUND US, NOT FAR BELOW US, AND DON’T WE HAVE THE RIGHT TO KNOW?!

I BELIEVE THAT THIS PLACE THAT I VISITED WAS IS A BUILDING BUILT ON TOP OF A MASS GRAVE. AMERICAN INDIANS FLOURISHED IN THE AREA, THERE IS A NATIONAL PARK NEARBY.

I BELIEVE THIS HAS CAUSED PLAGUES, THE POTATO FAMINE IN IRELAND AND MANY OF THE SICKNESSES AND POISONINGS THAT THE MEDICAL COMMUNITY JUST REFUSES TO RESEARCH OR ACKNOWLEDGE, MORE LIKELY, ITS JUST NOT A DIRECTION THAT WOULD BE TAKEN BY CORPORATIONS THAT FIND THINGS SUCH AS DRUGS SO LUCRATIVE AND PEOPLE SO GULLIBLE.

I SAY QUESTION IT!!

May10

SUSAN ANNE REDDING VS. THE AUTHORITIES – MY NATIVE AMERICAN ROOTS – 4

Posted on May 10, 2013 by anneepple

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THERE ARE SECRETS HIDDEN IN THE EARTH THAT BARE THE MARK OF THE ABSOLUTE WORST OF MANKIND. I WANT TO DISCUSS THIS IN DEPTH BECAUSE MY BELIEF IS THAT IT CAN CHANGE EVERYTHING.

THE VIEW THAT HUMANS NUMBERED IN THE THOUSANDS ON ANY OF THE HABITABLE CONTINENTS IS BEYOND WRONG, ITS PART OF THE PROPAGANDA THAT I WAS REFERRING TO WHERE ARCHAEOLOGY IS CONCERNED.

BACK TO THE PRESENT….

I HAVE BEEN IN VARIOUS AREAS IN THE PAST 10 YEARS WORKING, EXPLORING PHOTOGRAPHING AND PAINTING, ETC.

THERE WERE MANY PEOPLE IN THIS AREA WHO ARE SICK. I AM TALKING A VARIETY OF ILLNESSES THE WORST YOU CAN IMAGINE, EVERY ONE THAT HAS BEEN DISCUSSED IN NEWSPAPERS AND DR. OFFICES, SOME EVEN FATAL.

CANCER AND TUMORS HAVE BEEN AROUND FOREVER….

NOT FOR RELIGIOUS REASONS, I MEAN FOR MEDICAL, PRACTICAL REASONS THAT DEAL WITH SAFETY. NO ONE IS AFRAID!

REMEMBER, MILLIONS AND MILLIONS OF PEOPLE HAVE BEEN BURIED IN NORTH AMERICA, AND MASS GRAVES WOULD HAVE BEEN THE TREATMENT OF PEOPLE WHO WERE MERELY VIEWED AS A HUGE INCONVENIENCE.

THE HUMAN BODY IS THE MOST SOPHISTICATED FORM OF LIFE ON EARTH. WHEN WE ARE ALIVE THERE ARE CONSTANT CHEMICAL REACTIONS THAT KEEP US ALIVE, KEEP OUR BRAIN WORKING, ETC.

THE CHEMICAL REACTION THAT I AM REFERRING TO IS AROUND US, NOT FAR BELOW US, AND DON’T WE HAVE THE RIGHT TO KNOW?!

I BELIEVE THAT THIS PLACE THAT I VISITED WAS IS A BUILDING BUILT ON TOP OF A MASS GRAVE. AMERICAN INDIANS FLOURISHED IN THE AREA, THERE IS A NATIONAL PARK NEARBY.

I SAY QUESTION IT!!

Sep22

STILL REALIZING THAT BEING AN ABUSED WIFE, MOTHER, AND DAUGHTER CAN’T BE IGNORED

Posted on September 22, 2012 by anneepple

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A week later I had an anapheliyxic attack to peanuts, of all things, which in the past I had eaten by the fistful. The thrush caused a super-sensitive environment for the reaction to take place. To me, more likely it was the small amount of hormone therapy I had been taking, which all of my doctors swore were perfectly safe and had no side effects. I will be suing them at a later date.

I was given Prednisone, which is not to be given to a patient who has Thrush. My reaction was so severe that I could not breathe. The doctors in the ER were horrible and criminal, they kept giving it to me, and in fact gave it to me against my will the last time when “I” realized I was allergic to it. I had what is called a paradoxical reaction, meaning I swelled instead of unswelled. My esophagus all but closed. I could not see straight. My eyes could not focus. I did not sleep for 8 days straight. I could not eat, and lost ten pounds. My heart, always very strong, I had just had a stress test done, was in what I interpreted as, was in excrutiating pain, I felt as though someone was sitting on my chest, and the veins in my arms and neck were in extreme pain. All the signs were there for a deadly allergic reaction, but my oxygen was at 96%. So this the medical establishment used to doubt that I was actually having an allergic reaction. They though it was in my head!!??

Spouse was asked to help my parents, who doubted my sickness, help. He walked into my parents house and told me it was anxiety!!! He told me I was fine. He took me and made me walk around the block in the blistering cold, and my parents did not stop him. I felt like I would die and all the neighbors eyes were on me. I asked for hours just take me to the ER, I cannot breathe, my esophagus is in excrutiating pain, but my parents, and my spouse would not for hours. They waited till night, and when I got there my sisters, whom I don’t associate with and one of the husbands, who is a lawyer were having conversations with doctors in the ER. I was taken to an ER room with spouse and the doctor came in to give me a cardiogram and to see what was wrong.

I saw my husband, out of the corner of my eye waving his hands no at the doctor, telling him that I was making up my sickness, that I had done this before. This is something I have never done in my entire life. I had six children and NEVER said a word about physical ailments.

My husband actually told my ER doctor that although I was having all the symptoms, that I was faking it!!!!!

Spouse had convinced my estranged sisters of this, that I was a “Hypochondriac”. He as the leader, had convinced everyone that I had done this before, that I made up sicknesses for attention! How he convinced people of this, my family, medical professionals, etc. is beyond my comprehension.

I HAD SEPTIC SHOCK 9 MONTHS PRIOR TO THIS!!!! SEPTIC SHOCK IS A KILLER. IT IS A ROTO VIRUS THAT CAUSES PEOPLE TO GO INTO COMAS AND LOSE LIMBS. IT ATTACKS THE MAJOR ORGANS OF THE BODY, AND WITH ME IT WAS THE LIVER. I WAS GOING INTO LIVER FAILURE!!

The head of Allergy Studies at Jefferson University examined me months later, and said the two things that happened to me Septic Shock and Eisenophilic Esophagitus effect the Central Nervous System. It is certain, that Septic Shock caused this severe allergic reaction to the Prednisone. With all this information that the medical establishment had, IN MY RECORDS, HOW DID JOHN P. REDDING, MY SPOUSE, CONVINCE MY FAMILY, AND DOCTORS THAT I WAS FAKING IT, THAT IT WAS ALL IN MY HEAD?????

HE IS A LIAR… Plain and simple. He is so good at it that after knowing him for 30 years, I still have no idea if he is lying or not. I assumed truth. I did not understand what the motive would be by telling me he put brakes on the car when he didn’t, that his mother was fine when she died of cancer a week later, that he has no money for food, as he would tell the children as they physically attacked me for being unemployed. His motives are so unclear to me, so demented that I never realized how he lies to my children, my family and friends, about me especially, his family, the police, ambulance personnel, any one he came in contact with. I did not know why he would do this.

I FINALLY REALIZED, AT THE AGE OF 51 AND 28 YEARS OF MARRIAGE WHY HE WOULD BE SUCH A CHAMELEON, A CON MAN, A LIAR.

HE IS TRYING TO TAKE MY CHILDREN FROM ME. HE KNOWS THIS IS THE ABSOLUTE WORST POSSIBLE THING HE COULD DO TO ME.CHEATING ON ME IS NOT IN THE SAME UNIVERSE AS TAKING MY CHILDREN FROM ME, PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY.

WHEN I WAS YOUNG HE SOUGHT TO TAKE MY IMMEDIATE FAMILY FROM ME, MY PARENTS, SISTERS AND BROTHER, AND HE HAS, ENOUGH SO THAT THEY AGREED TO BACK HIM UP AS THEY ALL HAD ME COMMITTED, FOR ABSOLUTELY NO REASON WHATSOEVER. NO MENTAL ILLNESS, NO DIAGNOSED LABELS, NO MEDICATION. NEEDLESS TO SAY I ASSOCIATE WITH THEM VERY LITTLE.

Sep22

FINALLY REALIZING BEING AN ABUSED WIFE, MOTHER AND CITIZEN CAN’T BE IGNORED

Posted on September 22, 2012 by anneepple

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I got married when I was 22. I grew up with a mother who abused me verbally and emotionally. I had three siblings, but somehow I got the abuse alone, and it has been continuous. Unbelievably, she is 75 years old, but until I cut ties with her, the abuse would not stop. It’s hard for me to believe, I have a Masters in Education and six children. It seemed impossible to cut the ties. She was the judge and the jury of my behavior, and my existence really. Every thing I said and did was wrong and I spent most of my time trying to improve.

I was a sickly child, and often could not breathe. Experiencing my own children’s illnesses, I realize now that I had pneumonia on a number of occasions and never saw a doctor. She claimed I was allergic to antibiotics, but I was not, I am not. These details I share to descibe the roots that determined the rest of my life. Getting married at 22 was not my idea. I was pushed into it and it was truly the worst day of my life. When abuse is forced on you at birth and it continues it is impossible not to continue the cycle.

I am no weakling. I would describe myself as strong, strong-willed, determined and intelligent. Unfortunately the person I married was far worse than my mother. I who am very civilized was taken advantage of by the animal in the people who were around me, and it continues, the deceit, the control, the theft, Worst of all, of course, is how these people, my spouse, made me feel about myself.

I did not realize in my whole 28 years of marriage, my whole life, that to take care of myself, to think highly of myself and to expect everyone to do the same was what I needed to do to defeat the animals. I am in the process. I’ve been accused of adultery, yet I am going away by myself for a trip to the beach, something I have never done. I’ve been accused of spending money that has caused our cabinets to be empty, this is what he tells my children, yet I buy everything I want with MY money. I’ve been told I’m bi-polar, depressed, etc…none of which are true! and I remain steady in my pursuit of happiness. He tells my children these thing!. In fact he tells everyone these things! And there was nothing I could do about it, that is until 2 weeks ago.

I walked in my house with new shoes and the animal began to attack my, my mental state, how we have no food, he ripped my purse from me and went through it to see the receipts. He scares me. His all consuming attempt to make my life miserable is something I have ignored, tried to put out of my mind, but today was different. He included my 17 year old 6 foot 1 son in this abuse, and threatened, I finally went in calmly to my room and dialed 911.

I wanted to go home years ago but my mother would not let me. I talked to my friends, my family about the abuse, but every single person blew me off. Spouse is an actor, others always were of the opinion that he was a great funny guy. I could not convince anyone. I tried to fix it my way by being the perfect wife and mother, being spit on the entire time, physically and symbolically. I fought back. I tried to use common sense, I tried to make him see things my way. He pretended….

My children were my life. I consumed myself with them. No matter what he did or said I tried to keep it from them, but it only worked when they were little. They were intelligent, beautiful, athletic and genuinely great kids. Other parents used to ask me how I did it. It was love and discipline and getting true enjoyment from teaching them how to be good people.They loved their father. I did not say negative things about him thinking this would undermine me. But it all came to an end.

When my oldest was 14 spouse put his fist through a window near the children as they ate. I took the kids and ran to my mother’s, the only place I could go, from the frying pan into the fire. He had a plan. When I came home with the kids, which I knew I would have to, he purposely upset me, I became furious that I would have to live with him once again. He called the police. He had me committed to a mental hospital for a week. I really can’t look back, I had such pride in myself as a mother and a woman that I almost have to pretend this never happened. Unfortunately I was reminded daily.

There was absolutely nothing wrong with me. I was never given medication. I was never labelled with a mental weakness or disorder. I truly was with the homeless and the drug addicts, he, and my siblings(the story about them will be explained later) took me 30 minutes away, to a hospital in a very poor area. They told me I spent too much money. They told me I screamed at my mother??!! They told me my family said I was very different than I was before, and this was why they committed me.

My spouse had one very important element in his favor. His brother was a respected police officer in the neighboring township. He made a call to the police station in my township, and magically cops appeared at my door and put me in handcuffs in front of my children. I couldn’t believe I could work so hard at being a great person, a great mother and I ended up in handcuffs. But those of us who are truly good and not taught the ways of the world get eaten alive by the animals. But not forever…

The next ten years my children, most of them fell apart. Spouse had taken over, and sent them out regularly to unacceptable family and friends of theirs. I went down the basement to put a load of wash in, I would come up and they’d be gone. I screamed inside, I fought inside, I did the best I could to use what time I had with them to instill what I had set into motion earlier. There was very little time for that, I spent most of my time trying to get them out of trouble, and I had to keep completely under control for fear of being labelled and taken away again. I did what I could to keep myself happy. I painted and sewed and cooked and crafted. I worked as a teacher.. I mostly stayed away from my mother, father and siblings because they were just like him.

As my daughters became teenagers, they became terrors. It broke my heart. They did and said everything to me that spouse did. He undid all of my work, happily, the house and those in it surrounded him now, with attention and fighting and obscenities. This is what he wanted. I tried to save them. They 2 boys were the youngest. I spent a lot of time with them, although they are as close to him now as his right and left arms.

Last Christmas my 21 year old daughter came after me, and her father joined in, they screamed at each other, he pulled her hair and spit on her. I went into the bathroom and jumped out the window and went to my mother’s for 3 months. I spent the time there trying to straighten out the kids who would listen. I spoke to them on the phone and guided them about school and other things. I saw them once a week and they had to show respect and help and clean up. It worked. They had improved a lot in behavior and respect and school work, and having discussions on what was important.

I had decided to divorce spouse. A fault divorce, pages and pages of words describing how he turned my children against me, and how I was abused. I was working as a Reading Specialist, trying to get the divorce together, while my father, the cheapest person I have ever met, was nasty and abusive about helping me divorce this awful spouse. I DO NOT UNDERSTAND HOW I ENDED UP WITH THESE PEOPLE! The divorce papers were served to him.

May29

The Nuns vs. The Vatican

Posted on May 29, 2012 by anneepple

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It was stated in many newspapers, including the Philadelphia Inquirer and the New York Times some weeks ago that the Vatican, including the Pope, the archbishops and bishops from all over the world including those who represent the Archdiocese located in the United States were speaking out against the Sisters, or Nuns in the U.S., and their stands and political views that they were making public.

Nuns have become too liberal, and are going against the teachings of the Catholic Church, they said. The Nuns speak their minds about war and lack of funding for education, and cuts in funding for the poverty-ridden, their health, food and schooling, they said. They also voice their opinions concerning violence against women and the American wars going on at this moment. I receive emails from the Network, the website the Vatican was referring to and the nuns are extremely concerned with social issues that effect all people, especially those people who deal with poverty, addiction, lack of education, violence, and lack of health insurance.

So why publically admonish the only people in the Catholic Church who are actually concerned with human beings? Why criticize the nuns who show this not only by outwardly by giving voice to those who need help, but actually helping them. They live amongst the needy, the sick, and the addicts, doing everything in their power to help.

CERTAINLY the priests, pastors, bishop, archbishops, and the Pope know nothing of this giving life. I don’t think it was intended by the people of the Catholic Church that the church bureaucracy live like KINGS. They drive fine cars, they eat extremely well, they dress well, some even color their hair. The have secretaries and bookeepers and butlers, you might call them, so the priests that I know don’t have to lift a finger. They are cool when its hot, and warm when its cold. Oh, and I forgot one thing, they have no jobs. They live free and clear off the church and they have NO JOBS. They say mass, go to weddings, annoint the sick, baptize when necessary, and I really really I am not sure what else they do. They do not have occupations.Of one thing I am sure, they know where all the money is and goes.

I once was in the presence of a priest who complained for 2 hours, at a party no less, that he had to teach high school theology and hated it. This was a priest who was asked to teach a subject he should know very well, he attended the seminary college for FREE, and he practically refused to do it!

CHILD ABUSE…. This is what happens when Men of the Cloth have nothing to do. No charities, no counseling for parishioners, no taking care of their HOUSE, their very LARGE HOUSE, or answering their own phone.

I have written about the horrendous abuse of children by priests in other articles, but it needs to be mentioned again. They abused children, and many priests knew and did not report it, and they fought the city of Philadelphia in prosecuting these priests, and did not even inform the parish members so they would not leave their children alone with the accused. The Pastors of almost every parish in my county were accused of child abuse that occurred as recently as 2009. I mention Philadelphia, but child abuse by priests has gone on globally.

There also was an arrest at the Vatican, and the police are investigating a number of archbishops, and have been for months.

So, in reality “who is the problem??” The nuns who live lives of austerity and sacrifice, or priests who live like KINGS, and have abused like the kings they think they are.

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Kennedy Trash – Part 2

Posted on May 29, 2012 by anneepple

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While the siblings of Mary Kennedy were trying to get permission to have their sister buried close to her childhood home, the day after it was discovered that she ended her life, RFK, Jr. was working out, right on schedule, at his neighborhood gym. He told the siblings, 2 sisters, to go home, rightly so because they just might tell the truth about their sister.

RFK, Jr. left his second wife, claiming that she was full of demons and sadness, and had been for a number of years. Her personal friends and family told a much different story. Mary was a wonderful wife and mother, an extremely good person evident in her committment to her children, to her church, to her community, and her friends and family.

RFK’s children, 11 in all, have lived lives that he would not be very proud of. There was drug abuse and death, adultury and divorce, and much of what a reasonable person would consider very, very unreasonable behavior. I would say that Bobby, Jr. has had a lot of experience taking in a lot of the language that defines troubled people, and in his case, VERY troubled people, his family and him, once having been a heroin abuser. I say this because his language has been questionable at best, describing his wife as “full of demons, depressed for years, full of sadness, feelings should could not overcome, etc.” Her friends and family paint a very different picture. She was full of life, loved being a mother, started charities that raised millions of dollars, etc. MAYBE SHE WAS A LITTLE TOO SUCCESSFUL. That is the feeling I get.

Why would “Bobby Kennedy” just leave her cold with no help, badmouthing her for years? After he left her, her life went down hill, spending Mother’s Day alone, but still hoping for a reconciliation. She was banished from Kennedy family gatherings so “Bobby” certainly must have done an extremely good job creating rumors and spreading them about the wife he left, because according to her family and community, she was still living a good life.

Normally I am unmoved by “celebrity nonsense”, but somehow I believe this case is different. It is different because it is David against Goliath, and David is a woman with no chance of fighting the battle waged against her by the husband, a de-throned Kennedy, who left her, creating a new persona for his former wife, one from which she could never recover.

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